Isang Balita

Oya Queers musta na? Hindi ko na kayo gaano nakakausap ah... except kay Mafi na kanina lang ay kasama ko sa skul at kaconfe ko pa sa ym *di naman sya gaano nagsasalita dun ~_~*

Ok... sana lang talaga mabasa niyo 'to.

Sabi ng mahal na panggulo este, pangulo na si PAUL SARNE... may PART2 daw ang ating Farewell.

Tinatanong niya kung ayus lang daw ba ang APRIL12...

Syempre kay Lois hindi.


Ahm... yung yearbook nga pala natin... MOST LIKELY hardbound na sya. *yaaaaaaaay!*

Ang alam ko 100page hardbound yearbook ang sa atin. AND I MEAN talaga na sa atin lang... Sa high-school lang kasi yun. ^_______^

Pero hindi pa rin yata yan final eh. Kakausapin pa ni Mapee si Mr. Escobar....

*woooooooooot~* go mapee!!!


Sige, babalitaan ko na lang kayo sa susunod.

AT IKAW!!! OO IKAW!!!
Pakikalat 'to sa iba kasi baka walang ibang makabasa maliban sa'yo.



Yun lang.

Mamaya na kami aalis! *waves bye to everyone*

[mood] [naiinip]
[music] [Rolling Star - YUI]

Waaah. Naghihintay na lang ako na mag-19:00. Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwalang sa ilang oras lang ay wala na ko sa bansa.

Karla, pupunta ako ng America. Maghahanap ng papa. *^^*

Kay Lynzle at Ja9 na nagtext saken ng bye at ingat dahil hindi sila nakakapost sa blog, LABYU!~ =3 Salamat.

Si Yanyan ba nagpopost pa rin dito? Pro-active siya ngayon sa unli life eh! Hi Yan!~

So anyway, alis na ko. May pakiramdam akong hindi ako makakagamit ng computer masyado doon. Mahiyain ako eh. Hehehehe. =3

Ikakasal ka na... Iiwan mo na kong nag-iisa.. xD Joke wala tong kinalaman sa post ko.

[mood] [lonely]
[music] [Shiny Red Balloon - Barbie's Cradle]

Para sa mga nagcomment nung huli kong post:

Karla - Hindi ka ba natakot? Siyempre nakakatakot yun. Pero nakalimutan ko na rin naman yung panaginip. ^^

Yanyan - Naisip ko rin yun. Alam mo ba, simula nung akala ko nawala yung cellphone ko (na yun pala ay tinago lang ni Wewe) naisip kong tinuturuan nga ako ni Lord ng leksyon. Mula nun di na talaga ako nagwa-123. Hehe. Pero aminado akong minsan natutukso pa rin ako. ^^ Naisip ko rin na dun sa part na si Matsuyama Kenichi yung barker na hindi naawa saken, naisip ko na ang gustong iparating ni Lord ay walang maitutulong saken ang pagkaadik ko sa mga J-dramas at kung anu-ano pang related dun. Pero kahit na, hindi pa rin ako titigil. Hindi ko pa kayang i-give up ang bisyo na to ^^

Maggie - Ibang klase. Kahit pala nung nag-aagaw buhay ka sa ospital kung ano ano pa ring napapanaginipan mo. ^^

LANGYA KAYO, HINDI MAN LANG KAYO NATUWA NA BUMAIT SAKEN ATE KO! HMP >:( Joke *^^* I'm sure happy naman kayo para sakin. (Weh.) *^^*

Onga pala, sa 23 na ang alis ko. Lunes this coming week. T_T

Ewan ko kung bakit, pero ayoko pa umalis. *sweatdrop* Mamimiss ko Pilipinas siyempre! Hehe akala mo di na babalik eh. ^^ Baka makalimutan niyo na ko ha! Babalik pa ko sa June. June 6. Pag kinalimutan niyoko yari kayo saken.

MAMIMISS KO KAYA KAYO T_______T *huggles everyone*

surprise surprise surprise!

ang swerte ng dati kong kaklase.. ay, kaklase pala namin ni maggie.. dahil.. nasa japan na siya! yun lang. wala lang. Ü

"Are you looking for an answer? Because I could really use a friend tonight. We can make this last forever. We don't have to fear the sunlight." -Soundtrack For Our Movie, Mae

Our lives are surrounded by questions: who, what, and especially... why. Why do this and that happen, why didn't I stop it, why did I let it, why why why. Our heads are bothered with countless question marks, and we don't have the power to stop them. Each passing second, our mind thinks up questions that require answers, but sometimes, those answers are way beyond our reach. And it really pisses us off.

I don't know why I had the sudden urge to write this up in our blog. See, another question. Why did I write this? And alas, I have no answer. But I guess the time will come that one of our freakingly annoying questions will have an freakingly satisfying answer. And maybe the answer's just in front of us, right?

What's happening?

I felt like a crap in your life. Maybe I should stop being stupid, caring so much for you.. Maybe i should rest & think that I am not gaining what i am putting effort to-- the effort of always being there for you, the countless heartaches because of missing you and the terrible rejection from you that causes so much pain.

Yeah maybe this is only an illusion, an illusion that must now rest and not be awaken again. For this illusion will cause my fall. Yes, every man's fall.. Love.. An illusion that must not be awaken until its perfect timing.. For love is like a mango.. Sweet when harvested in its season. Sour when disturbed from its blooming.

Panaginip *(T_T)*

[mood] [haggard]
[music] [Kizuna - Kamenashi Kazuya]

Hoy. Kung akala niyo magsusulat ako tungkol sa pag-ibig kong walang pinatutunguhan, mali kayo.

Nanaginip ako nung Biyernes ng gabi, bago kami nagpuntang Batangas ng angkan namin para mag-outing nung Sabado.

NAPANAGINIPAN KO KUNG PAANO AKO MAMAMATAY.

Grabe! Isipin niyo nalang kung anong pakiramdam non! Tapos diba 'pag nagising ka sakto matapos mong managinip, mas malinaw yung alaala mo tungkol dun sa mga panaginip? T__T hirap na akong makatulog ulit.

Ganito yun, sumasakay raw ako ng jeep. Madaling araw. Mag-aalas kuwatro ng madaling araw. Hindi sinabi kung saan ako papunta. Basta sumakay ako ng jeep. Pauwi na raw ako nun, bale nasa Masinag na kami. Parang ganon.

Nagbayad lang ako nung pababa ako, kasi nasa harap ako. Sa tabi ng tsuper. Eh tapos napakagaling niya, ayaw manukli ng tama. Eh di hindi ko tinantanan hangga't hindi niya ko sinusuklian ng tama. Tapos bastos pa, pa-piso piso pa yung pagdagdag ng kulang, e limang piso yung kulan niya sakin! >:\

Nung pababa na ko dahil sa wakas natapos rin, yung barker niya na nakaupo sa likod bigla akong hinatak at bigla nalang akong nakaupo sa likod katabi niya. Sa kadahilanang hindi ko malaman, hindi ako makaalis s kinauupuan ko. Bigla pa akong hinawakan sa brase nung tsuper. Nakakatakot yung mata niya. Kumbaga sa Ingles, "evil glint." Waaaaaah!!! >__< style="font-style: italic;">SI MATSUYAMA KENICHI yung barker. At hindi niya ko binitawan.

Nakatakas ako makalipas ang ilang minuto, pawis na pawis at humahagulgol. Dali-daling bumaba ang tsuper na hinahabol ako, nakangiti pa rin at hawak ang patalim. Grabe, bangungot para sakin yung eksenang 'yun. Habol siya ng habol sakin kahit na nasa highway kami.

Makalipas ang ilang sandali, bumalik siyang mag-isa. Tinanong siya ng mga kasamahan niyang mga tsuper kung nasan na raw ako na hinahabol niya. Sabi niya bigla raw akong inatake sa puso habang tumatakbo at namata sa daan.

Sa puntong ito, nagising ako. Hindi yung gising na biglaan at gulat, kundi yung gising na mabagal, yung parang ayaw pa, yung parang may gumising saken. Sigurado ako guardian angel na padala ng Diyos yun.

Oo, nakakatawa noh? Pero ako hindi ako natawa nung pagkatapos ng panaginip na yun. Naluluha ako nun, pero hindi maiyak. Pawis na pawis yung leeg ko kahit naka-aircon kami. Tapos tuwing ipipikit ko yung mata ko, naaalala ko yng tsuper na nakakatakot. T__T

Pero alam niyo, napatunayan ko pa rin na labs ako ng ate ko =3 Hehehehe *lol* Eh kasi, nung mga bata pa kami, pag nananaginip ako ng masama, magigising siya sa iyak ko, tapos ang gagawin niya, patutulugin niya ko sa tabi niya. Tapos kahit takot na takot pa rin ako, makakatulog na'ko kasi may katabi ako. Aww.

Eh di nakikipagdebate ako sa sarili ko kung tatanungin ko ba ate ko kung pwede akong tumabi sa kanya. Grabe, inabot rin ako ng Pasko. Pero hindi ko rin napigilan ang sarili ko. Tinanong ko siya.

"Ate Ariane..." sabi ko habang tinatapik ang balikat niya. Nagising siya.

"Ano..." sabi niya, antok ang boses.

"Pwede ba ko tumabi sayo?"

"Bakit..."

"Eh kasi.." at sa puntong ito bigla na ko umiyak T__T

"Eh kasi nanaginip ako ng masama.." sabi ko habang kinakamot ang mata ko.

"Oo na..." sabi niya at umusog para magkaroon ako ng lugar sa kama niya. Umiiyak pa rin ako habang kinukuha ang unan at kumot ko at tumabi sa kanya.

Hindi ako makatahan. Hindi na dahil sa panaginip, kundi dahil sa ate ko. Tuwang-tuwa ako siyempre =3 Hehe. Kahit papano may soft spot pa rin ang ate ko para sakin. :D

Ang sarap ng tulog ko non, kahit na ang sikip sa kama.

Gulat si Mommy nung ginising niya kami ehh. xD

Buzz!

yey! i'm finally here! XD

miss ko na kayong lahat guys! susubukan ko na talagang makasama sa may 14 naten, kung tuloy yun. kaya lang kasi di ako pinayagan nung april 12 kasi daddy ko, uber-protective saken! pero oks lang, i know you enjoyed that get-together kahit wala kami ni janine! ^_^V

this is it for now. wala akong masulat eh, napakaboring talaga ng summer ko, maliban na lang sa labas-labas with my newfound "barkada" (as my dad puts it) sa Jesus Vibrant Church to watch them practice with the Music Ministry. yep! kanila diana at janine, iniinvite nila akong lumipat ng church. pero medyo nagdadalawang-isip pa ko, kasi medyo matagal-tagal na din ako sa Victory. pero kaya yan!

see you soon! i love y'all! :)

Looking forward to our Mega-ness! ^__^

[mood] [bummed]
[music] [The Cloudy Dreamer mini-album - OLIVIA LUFKIN]

Ok, Tagalog muna! ^-^

Janine, sayang. Ang daming MonoKuro Boo sa Mega diba?

Mafi, I'm so glad you can come! Yessssss namannnnnn! Pumayag siya for the first time!

Chengki ('wag ka nang umangal, di naman mababasa ni *EWAN* yan noh), woot! Kasama ka rin! Kamusta yung You're Under Arrest Live-Action?

Lynzle at Karla, paalam na kayo! The sooner the better.

Maggie, thumbs up to you! Salamat sa pag-organize ng get-together na 'to.

Yanyan, SORRY! Hehe. Sabi ko na nga ba may nakalimutan ako. Kaya pala hindi ako matahimik habang nagbabasa ng manga. Di bale, na-special mention ka naman sa first post ko diba! Naks, exposure =3

Yayyyyyy!~ Makakagala na naman!

Lazying

Contrary to my uber hyper mode in my last post, I'm kind of, well actually I am drained of my life energy. Yes, I got the 8hour required sleeping time but I feel like my knees will break sooner or later. I don't know, maybe it's just me. Maybe I feel this way because of doing something stupid yesterday that I can't recall.

Maybe you're thinking, this is (a crappy piece of shit) an uberly boring post and is monotonous from beginning to end. Well, sorry!

I don't know what's gotten into me, but when I looked at my bag of Lays Potato Chips (I know, I'm a lazy sloth), I remembered something. Well it's not that important. It's just that last night, or should I say this morning around 2am, I had a conversation with an online friend. We haven't talked much lately because we're both busy (well, she is) with our student life. Anyhoo, random stuff were said and for a reason I don't know, we talked about Flame of Recca (Yes, anime... again!).

Well, I'm saying this because I want to share something we both laughed at. She read the manga and told me that Kurei and Neon had an affair! If you don't know, Kurei is Recca's brother who is also a master of fire, and Neon is the leader of Uruha (Otto), the all-girl team - with her sisters. She's the one who uses flute. Ok? Hehehe
Now, because my nickname in the forum is NEON, she's saying that I have an affair with Kurei, who happens to be a bishounen in my opinion (bishounen=pretty guy who *almost* looks like a girl). So yeah, that's it >.<


Oh, and I noticed, that the title of our favorite song is "GLAMOROUS DAYS"
here's a picture.




Sigh... Truly, vacation is here. And I totally feel it! Imagine sleeping around 3am in the morning and waking up late!
I'm determined on spending my summer break in front of the television. Anime Marathon ito!!!
If you want to join me, you can come to our house. Heehee~
Maybe I'll start my marathon week after next? Yeah...
So, I'll see you Qs on Tuesday (if you'll get your card then)
If not, on 12 ^______________^

ONLY Q3 is excused from coming then. She has measles...

GET WELL SOON JANINE!!

More than a habit: Staying up late at night

*Yawns* Kinda sleepy again.. You know what? Well guess, I didn't sleep! Well I'm not saying that I didn't even wink, of course i did. It was exhausting but I'm sort of proud, because for the first time I achieved something unusual (yeah, although some may think it's foolish). Hehe.. Look, my eye bugs became more obvious than before.. Well after I cut doing silly things from my head I'd get a "beauty rest". I am afraid that my "beautiful face" will age. (uhh.. just ignore the "beautiful face" that I've written, it was just a joke ^^).

It's really imprudent to stay up late. But I did not act silly just because I want to. There's really a reason behind my "modus operandi" as they call it. My best friend, way back from my elementary days, sent me a message saying that he needs help. Why refuse? Besides of being his best friend, I want to comfort him. So what's his problem by the way? It's not that confidential so I'll share it to you. (of course no names will be written)

Like most of the youths problem today: love life
Problem # 1: The girl that he loves already has a boyfriend.
Problem# 2: The girl only treats him as a friend.
Problem # 3: The girl's boyfriend is his band mate.
Problem # 4: He doesn't want to stop wooing the girl. Why? He told me that all would be wasted if he did. He doesn't want to lose his friendship with the girl. He said that if he'll stop courting, it would be the end.
Problem # 5: Just last night, it ended up. He told me that he doesn't want to see her confused, the problem is he really exerted so much effort that my friend even applied at a restaurant to work!! (he needs money to buy a life size teddy bear to give it as a gift to her)

Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you'll get.

Bored!

Kinda bored again.. Hey, but don't think that I will only post here when I'm bored, it's just that this one eases my boredom! Grabe wala tlgang magawa.. Look at my post.. It's full of the word "bore" a noun, a verb in the past tense.. Grabe.. Walang ibang bukang bibig eh noh..

Change topic na nga.. With regards to Maggie's post last time, kelan nga ba ang farewell ng queers?It should be a date wherein all should be available.. Not only that, all should have a money! Pls.. Sana matuloy na ung walang kamatayang pgpplan ntn ng farewell. Pls inform everybody about this.

You can contact:
Janine
Maggie
Diana

THE QUEER THING LIST

-POST REMOVED-

Wow. Feels kind of strange.

[mood] [curious]

Woah. Hey Yan, thanks for thinking this up. I guess boredom has a nice side to it.

Sonce this is my first post, there won't be any drama. At least not on my first post. *sweatdrop*

First up, congratulations to all of us!

Second, I wish we had said goodbye more properly. And yes, since I promised no drama, you won't get any.

Third, I ask for everyone's willingness and drive to come post here. I can't promise I'll be posting here everyday, but I think I can promise that I'll keep all you guys updated. And I'm sure you're all gonna get a lot of scoop, since life at Miriam is, well, different. =^__^=

Fourth, walang limutan. 'Nuff said. ^__^

I'll be back. Lots of <3!

The Queer Eight

The Queer Eight
Alyssa Diana Janine Karla Lois Lynzle Maggie Mafi

I'm waiting..

It's already 8:56pm on the computer clock.. and yes.. I'm still waiting.. I'm still waiting for my cellphone to beep, our telephone to ring and even our doorbell to produce the usual sound "ding-dong"... but i hear nothing! For the past two days, inaantay ko lng na mgtxt.. pero wala pa rin? di ba nkakainis pag gnun? kht ba cnbi niang wala ciang panload at naintidihan ko un, ayaw papigil eh, hindi ko pa rin maintindihan! Namimiss ko na talaga.. Hndi man lng ngppramdam.. Mukhang ngging mushy na naman aq.. Sorry queers, baka naiinis na kau sa sinusulat ko, gus2 ko lng mailabas to kc ssabog na.. bear with what i wrote for now. Salamat sa pagiintindi! Labyou queers! Yeah, i'm hoping that sometime he'll drop me a message on friendster or even sa YM habang wala pa ciang load.. pero mas maganda na magpaload ka na kpg nagkapera ka agad ah?! Miss you na.. ^^

Ayan naalala ko na naman ung mga umiyak nung perwel.. It was crap! After all nung mga luha nila.. hay buhay nmn tlga.. So were those tears fake? La man lng ngppramdam sa four james.. Parang sbi lng nila "guys, mamimiss ko kau.. keep in touch sa college ah.. " eh ngaun pa nga lang wala na.. I'm looking forward na magppramdam nmn ung karamihan sa kanila after ng Holy week >>cguro mga ngbbakasyon pa<< Napancin ko tuloy puro na reklamo sinulat ko.. Senxa na guys..! Miss ko lang kau tlga kaya gs2 kong lagi ko kaung kausap.. Hay, it's really difficult to say goodbye to people especially when you're well-attached to them.. For three years we have been more than classmates and friends, we have been brothers and sisters despite of the differences we have.. Hay.. Miss you na guys!!!

A student's life is an uneasy limbo, half way between the responsibility of adulthood and the carefree days of childhood. On the horizon looms uncertainty and opportunity, the promise of a new world, and the end of carefree days.

Happy Graduation ulit sa atin!!

Posted by: Queer # 2.. YanYan

Queers' personalized blog!

Ano na namang meron? Well i'm kinda bored these past few days.. So i decided to make a personalized blog para sa lahat ng queers. Lahat ng gs2 niong isulat pwede niong ilagay. Basta wag lang pong foul words ah.. Xempre kahit galit na galit na kau dapat wholesome pa din coz it reflects who you are. Nga pala, mas maganda kung regularly tayong ngsu2lat dito ah para nmn updated sa lahat, except nga lang kung di tlga kau makapaginternet. So have to go na.. La nmn aqng maxadong masasabi. Bsta keep on writing!! God bless us all.. ^^ Aral tau ng mabuti sa college.. Fighting! Natatandaan nio pa ba yung Queer Eight Hymn natin? It goes something like this: Kamay sa dibdib!

I hate you, you hate me...
Let's team up and kill Barney
With a shotgun *bang* and Barney on the floor...
No more purple dinosaur..

Yeah.. Sounds good.. Peace!

Posted by: Queer # 2.. YanYan